Where and What - Can this be changed?

Where we stand,
Is always an edge of a cliff.

What we see,
Is the whole world beneath it .

What we desire,
Is the ability to fly across and touch nothing.

What we get,
Is a hard push, and journey to be lead with suffering.

Where should we go?
When mind turns back on us

Where should we go?
When life leaves no options for us

Where should we go?
When time stops its healing.

Where should we go ?
When we can’t listen our own saying.

Lost somewhere, in words above..........
Figuring how I could end the dialogue discovered.........
Choosing again a reason to go on.........
Without knowing if it would mean some thing right or wrong...........

Simple words

Three Little words, I LUV U
Simplest and still hard to fully understand.
They are powerful, but its has taken me far
for their meaning to comprehend.

Enjoying every little moment, when i feel I am wanted
And trying to believe in whats true.
Growing up as an adult, is driving me crazy,
to walk on roads which are new.

I have few friends, who live in my heart,
Time and distance always keeps us apart.
Constantly I feel the need to be with them,
Just that I know in real life, good friend arms are not always there and then.

Not Yet Known!

How can it happen, that words don't help a lot
Even in rains, life experiences drought!
Something has changed or is new to be found
I still am wondering for it around!
How can it happen, that with people around
Feeling of loneliness stills bothers me and is profound.
Even if I'm in a new phase of life,
practical as i can be is not helping me to strife.
Wish i could just let go myself ,
turn my heart into a stony shelf,
to have no feelings and yet believe that i exist.
Would this help to consider that i do live?....

Does Expectation Provide Anything?

Lets discuss on the topic,
Expecting i would myself resolve the matter.
Hate to admit that expectations lead
towards my dream house to shatter.
Yes, I and others too... fall and get trapped in this web,
Expecting from people they love and hate .......

What happens is for time being , some fulfill their 's and some
fall in dismay because of others.
Irony is still whole world is connected through it,
We knowingly or unknowingly do expect something or other from each other.......
Lets see relationships, expecting is the tie between the two ,
Still to prolong the time lap for relationship , i suggest less expectations
would definitely delay the discussions we do not agree on,
and separations we never thought of.
I myself have not and neither can all of us
fulfill what all has been expected from us.

Still I'm trying to come out of the web , explaining myself
for should i or should i not expect from others......
the sooner i find an answer .......
sooner i would be saving my dream house to shatter.

Care for Love

I won’t give up And won’t give in
Even when all four walls keep caving in
I'll be strong for me and care for you
As I know how it feels I’m like you too.......
Be always Proud, for not being scared
And always remember there was someone who care.....

"we live in such a cruel world that people often forget
that they are loved, this is for anybody who can relate to it"

Blankness Around.

Lost the Meaning of life,
Broken forever, start to end,
inside and out, will never mend.

Entangled in this mess of hurt and
the stress. Strain on my veins, tears are blood.
Saturation has come up, can't take no more,
oh..... the lovely world is there a cure?

I look at the sky ,blank and dark as night,
can't see or feel no more, i continue to cry.

Someone out there, save me from this place
take my memories, i need them erased.
wipe the red tears from my depressed face,
as i am afraid i might disappear without a trace.

Being cared by all

For me life has been as happening as can be.
i have been cared for more than what i can see.
i don't know whether i am worthy of it or not.
i don't know whether i can give it back or not.

Still in the midst of life......
i feel i have reached it all.
To say a word for the ones who are my pal.
u have been always close and near .
u are like charms with gold smeared .
i always and always would be grateful to u.
and love is only i cud ever return for true.