Sunday, December 16, 2007

Where and What - Can this be changed?

Where we stand,
Is always an edge of a cliff.

What we see,
Is the whole world beneath it .

What we desire,
Is the ability to fly across and touch nothing.

What we get,
Is a hard push, and journey to be lead with suffering.

Where should we go?
When mind turns back on us

Where should we go?
When life leaves no options for us

Where should we go?
When time stops its healing.

Where should we go ?
When we can’t listen our own saying.

Lost somewhere, in words above..........
Figuring how I could end the dialogue discovered.........
Choosing again a reason to go on.........
Without knowing if it would mean some thing right or wrong...........

Monday, December 10, 2007

Simple words

Three Little words, I LUV U
Simplest and still hard to fully understand.
They are powerful, but its has taken me far
for their meaning to comprehend.

Enjoying every little moment, when i feel I am wanted
And trying to believe in whats true.
Growing up as an adult, is driving me crazy,
to walk on roads which are new.

I have few friends, who live in my heart,
Time and distance always keeps us apart.
Constantly I feel the need to be with them,
Just that I know in real life, good friend arms are not always there and then.

Monday, November 26, 2007

Not Yet Known!

How can it happen, that words don't help a lot
Even in rains, life experiences drought!
Something has changed or is new to be found
I still am wondering for it around!
How can it happen, that with people around
Feeling of loneliness stills bothers me and is profound.
Even if I'm in a new phase of life,
practical as i can be is not helping me to strife.
Wish i could just let go myself ,
turn my heart into a stony shelf,
to have no feelings and yet believe that i exist.
Would this help to consider that i do live?....

Does Expectation Provide Anything?

Lets discuss on the topic,
Expecting i would myself resolve the matter.
Hate to admit that expectations lead
towards my dream house to shatter.
Yes, I and others too... fall and get trapped in this web,
Expecting from people they love and hate .......

What happens is for time being , some fulfill their 's and some
fall in dismay because of others.
Irony is still whole world is connected through it,
We knowingly or unknowingly do expect something or other from each other.......
Lets see relationships, expecting is the tie between the two ,
Still to prolong the time lap for relationship , i suggest less expectations
would definitely delay the discussions we do not agree on,
and separations we never thought of.
I myself have not and neither can all of us
fulfill what all has been expected from us.

Still I'm trying to come out of the web , explaining myself
for should i or should i not expect from others......
the sooner i find an answer .......
sooner i would be saving my dream house to shatter.

Friday, November 9, 2007

Care for Love

I won’t give up And won’t give in
Even when all four walls keep caving in
I'll be strong for me and care for you
As I know how it feels I’m like you too.......
Be always Proud, for not being scared
And always remember there was someone who care.....

"we live in such a cruel world that people often forget
that they are loved, this is for anybody who can relate to it"

Friday, November 2, 2007

Blankness Around.

Lost the Meaning of life,
Broken forever, start to end,
inside and out, will never mend.

Entangled in this mess of hurt and
the stress. Strain on my veins, tears are blood.
Saturation has come up, can't take no more,
oh..... the lovely world is there a cure?

I look at the sky ,blank and dark as night,
can't see or feel no more, i continue to cry.

Someone out there, save me from this place
take my memories, i need them erased.
wipe the red tears from my depressed face,
as i am afraid i might disappear without a trace.

Being cared by all

For me life has been as happening as can be.
i have been cared for more than what i can see.
i don't know whether i am worthy of it or not.
i don't know whether i can give it back or not.

Still in the midst of life......
i feel i have reached it all.
To say a word for the ones who are my pal.
u have been always close and near .
u are like charms with gold smeared .
i always and always would be grateful to u.
and love is only i cud ever return for true.

Finale!

Saying bye is never an easy thing to say
but, it was inevitable that i would come to this day.

it's the hardest thing i have to do
and , it's killing me to let go of you.

From the beginning, i knew there was no chance
for this one-sided romance
my mind tells me my emotions aren't true
but, my heart cannot deny that i've had fallen for you.

Once again i've let myself down,
without exepecting this in town and
now all i do is weep and frown.

My dreams are of you holding me in your tight embrace
and the memories i'd ever wanted are now erased.
Heart do tell things you wanna follow ,
but minds takes me off from this sleepy hollow.

You've made me feel emotions i've never felt before
that's why it's so hard to close this loving door.

My story never was of cinderella,
niether was i the one charmed with magic,
Still harder it gets , to know how people are
and their acts , as they behave change ur world with ending as bad and tragic.

But, now it's time to say goodbye, my wonderful enemy or friend
before my passion turns me into a dark end
because, as always, great things... have a great end.

Saturday, October 20, 2007

Time Gone!

As the clock ticked slowly and silence filled the room,
The rate of my heart was slow and numb.
Sounds from yesterday rung in my sleep;
Memories from my mind so deep, Fading,
fading away but never;
Gone is yesterday, gone forever.
Gloominess strikes once again, since times never return,
People come and go, leave memories for you to feel the burn.

Things You Do!

Love inside , with a burning pain
Why is it hard , to ever trust again
Things u love and things u admire
Are not the ones who really care.

Love outside, with a secret smile
Why is it there, when u walk alone a mile.
Things u like , and things u do
Not really are the best things for you.

Waiting for future, which is untold
Even when u know, deep inside what it holds.
Things u love and things u admire
Are not the ones who really care.

Waiting hard, for it to rain
Even when u know, it’s for vain.
Things u like , and things u do
Not really are the best things for you .

Remember alone , you have came
And journey ahead of life is going to be same.
Things u do and things u don’t
Are forever left behind , with people with which you have grown.

Saturday, October 13, 2007

Those Years

In the whirlpool of thoughts,
Trying to Forget, the time
when it was tough and the one i regret.

Still those years shivers me, bring fear near me
haunt like a ghost which i try not to host.

I have strived to makeover myself,
from the past i lead ......
And wait with an embrace for my future ahead.

Live Truely!

What goes around comes around.
Work like you don't need the money.
Love like you've never been hurt.

Dance like nobody's watching.
Sing like nobody's listening.


Live like it's Heaven on Earth.

Tuesday, October 2, 2007

Some Lines

And in the end, its not the years in your life
that counts. Its the life in your years.


Sometimes I wish I were a little kid again,
skinned knees are easier to fix than broken hearts.

I am careful not to confuse excellence to perfection.
Excellence, I can reach for;
perfection is God's business.

You don't stop laughing because you grow old,
you grow old because you stop laughing.

Thursday, September 20, 2007

Saturday, June 9, 2007

Fall - But not in Love

Why to wait for 'someone' and
Why to crave for love.
In the mean whole world u live in
Dont give the reasons to other for urself getting hurt.

As emotions start to flow and rumble ,
Logic goes crumbling down like waves,
Expressing suppressions,
which were once locked away in their caves.

Keep urself away from fantasy of love
The never ending ecstasy of time it is.....
Captures ur mind for nothing and craves u more than for anything.
And stupidly makes u move beyond the enemy lines with it.

Beware with the role u have to play ,
Beware with rules u decide
sometime or other the chosen 'one' wud be reason for u to fall apart beside.

I guess peacefully u have come and will go
stand up for urself in the whole road .....
Follow the path of desires and mainly goals
untill and unless u give up on ur soul.

Cold Moments

Nobody is there except me, for myself to listen and
care. The one i expected, was never even there.

Complexity of relationships, have pulled the strings so
far. Now mending the wear would need another life and heart.

I will survive as far as i want, and as desire gets weaker would turn myself into a cold stone.

Friendship and love i have shared all, now i have also
seen alone spring, autumn and fall.

Life is full of surprises, everyday new one comes in keeping my eyes open , i try
to catch them and save in.To let there be a stack for ,when i am gone to be traced not to have
pity on it rather learn to be more brave.




Thursday, June 7, 2007

Too Many Not's!

Not Inspired,
Just in an emotional stream,
I went off testing my beliefs and dreams.

Not Knowing,
And still knowing it all,
I felt cud change what's there to fall.

Not Wanting,
And now no desires left,
I found myself alone and bereft.

Not Sad,Not Happy
Blurr seems to be the picture of me being lucky!

Now a days I admire my own patience
Hope sitting alone for long would give me answer for my silence.

I wish I was there.....

Our words dont express the feelings we have ,
How much they are true....No one ever knew....

We have special people,
With whom u wanna be,
How much they matter..No one can ever see....

I wish ..I was there
To let u know,
I would hold so u close,And never let u go ....

I wish..I was there
To let u know,
Nothing in this world, can replace you....

I wish..I was there
To let u know,
I would hear your voice, and gaze into your eyes....If that was my choice....

I wish..I was there
To let u know,
How much it means to be together,
I wait for the time when we'll be with each other.
Till then u are in my heart forever & ever....

Essence Of Life

A group of alumni, highly established in their careers, got together to
visit their old university professor. Conversation soon turned into
complaints about stress in work and life. Offering his guests coffee,
the professor went to the kitchen and returned with a large pot of
coffee and an assortment of cups - porcelain, plastic, glass,
crystal, some plain looking, some expensive, some exquisite - telling
them to help themselves to hot coffee.

When all the students had a cup of coffee in hand, the professor said:
"If you noticed, all the nice looking expensive cups were taken up,
leaving behind the plain and cheap ones. While it is normal for each of you to
want only the best for yourselves, that is the source of your problems
and stress. What all of you really wanted was coffee, not the cup,
but you consciously went for the best cups and were eyeing each
other's cups. Now if life is coffee, then the jobs, money and position in
society are the cups. They are just tools to hold and contain Life,
but the quality of Life doesn't change. Some times, by concentrating
only on the cup, we fail to enjoy the coffee in it."
So, don't let the cups only drive you... enjoy the coffee (instead)

Wednesday, May 16, 2007

Do We Know Life?

Life as we know it ,
plays diffrent roles for us ,even if we want or not.
It has its own destiny ,
where we fall just to obey and face irony.

Whatever we might say, that we rule over it,
there is not even a moment,where we can conquer it.

It decides the fate of being with someone, or not together
invisible trail of love , can be lost forever
we just hope life wud be better,
but past tries to haunts us and be more wanting ever and ever.

Over and over the lessons taught ,
dont seem to fulfill our desires, and leave us distraught.
Taking so much pain and living accordingly
is it necessary to have a life ............like this and live so painfully.

Why cant we write our own story,
and we choose another path to give up everything of the past.
Haunting and pain wud be gone, and
so wud be the memories that make us frown.

I just hope past gets erased, now i wait for my new life to be at pace
critical moments i have to face ,
in agony and pain which i never want to embrace.
I'll live upto the time i feel , in this maze
once the riddle is solved ,i'll give up to be always in my sweet dreams
and memories with more love than dismay and disgrace.

(got it from a friend. Really Nice)